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I don't trust myself when i'm sleeping II - Different people have different needs

© Carla Cabanas, “I don’t trust myself when i’m sleeping II”, Intervention and gold leaf (22K) on color photographs; variable dimensions.

Memory and identity are one of the main reasons to make photographs. We look towards the future, with them. We want to have records of ourselves in specific places, with specific people and contexts so that eventually we can come back to them and, through a strange mechanism, relive it, even if sometimes mildly. It would be feasible to think that all of these exercises and experimentations would only make sense for those who purposely make photographs. But for artists such as Carla Cabanas, there is so much more to that. Gathering photographs from hers and other families, she plays with memory and identity and shows us how what many times we think is exclusive from us or those who surround us is, after all, something collectively shared. It is, therefore, an exercise of humility, and de-centering the self and include it in a wider social and cultural dynamic.
I don't trust myself when i'm sleeping - sometimes it's hard to tell

© Carla Cabanas, “I don’t trust myself when i’m sleeping”, Intervention on color photographs; variable dimensions.

 Clothes, behaviors, familiar crises, love, travels, many of these are memories who we think are our own can be, after all, a collective experience in which micro and macro-structures play decisive roles. It is of course determinant that Carla uses printed photographs found at her family’s home or flea markets, as she told us, but from then on, she either conceals or shows us what she wants us to see or, better yet, project in them. There are hidden faces and bodies, cut and crumpled paper, obstacles that instead of making us lose interest, instigate our curiosity to know more, feel more, remember more. Through an intervention in the material itself, these are attentive observations on absence and the fading of memories.

Carlos Barradas: I would like you to introduce yourself and then describe your trajectory, namely what brought you to photography.

Carla Cabanas: I am a visual artist from Lisbon who started by studying painting but has always been interested in photography since the beginning. Not so much in taking photographs, but more in manipulating images and themes. After studying, I continued to use photography in a natural way, it was always present in my projects. Even with using other techniques, such as drawing, installation or others.

I don't trust myself when i'm sleeping II - because there is nothing inside

© Carla Cabanas, “I don’t trust myself when i’m sleeping II”, Intervention and gold leaf (22K) on color photographs; variable dimensions.

CB: Where do your projects begin? What are your sources of inspiration?

CC: My projects start with an image or an abstract feeling in my head, which I will then try to understand what it is and where it comes from while I am working.

I don't trust myself when i'm sleeping II - Change points of view

© Carla Cabanas, “I don’t trust myself when i’m sleeping II”, Intervention and gold leaf (22K) on color photographs; variable dimensions.

CB: Sometimes, looking at your work (and this is a question that comes up for the second time this week, even though we are talking about very different styles), I have the feeling that it is something similar to when we remember a past memory , from a situation that happened to us, but that we never relived in the first person. On the contrary, it seems that we are seeing, or remembering, through an external look or perhaps even someone else’s memory, someone who was looking at us the whole time. Are you actively looking for this type of reaction?

CC: I can’t say that I’m actively looking for it, but it’s something present in my work and that I like to feel and make others feel.

CB: In that sense, I go a little further. When I see your work, it seems that sometimes I see my mother, and my father, in some of these situations. Is it possible to say that you are also trying to cause this overlap, or a certain granularity, between personal and collective identities at a given historical moment?

CC: Yes, that is something that interests me. I think we are all connected and even if you have a different story there are common feelings that you can identify with or relate to. And ideally, by creating that emotional connection you can also create a space to ask other questions.

I don't trust myself when i'm sleeping II - we used to be so close

© Carla Cabanas, “I don’t trust myself when i’m sleeping II”, Intervention and gold leaf (22K) on color photographs; variable dimensions.

CB: I imagine that in many of the images you use from your family archive you were not even born? If that is the case, the choice of images is based on what criteria?

CC: Sometimes the images are from a specific archive, other times they are bought at the flea market, it depends on the project. When they are family images, I look for albums and extensive collections of photos from the same family. I like to imagine the family history from their images, to see the children growing up, the adults getting older and try to understand the emotional states from their facial expressions, even knowing that this process is always my projection and interpretation.

I don't trust myself when i'm sleeping - somethings you can only see from far away

© Carla Cabanas, “I don’t trust myself when i’m sleeping”, Intervention on color photographs; variable dimensions.

I don't trust myself when i'm sleeping - Paris Photo 2019

© Carla Cabanas, “I don’t trust myself when i’m sleeping”, Exhibition Views

CB: Metaphors, images that suggest dialogue, more or less pleasant waits. Is it something therapeutic that is also sought after here? Something like making peace with the past through photography? Or just a revisited story?

CC: It’s all of that and a few other things. I am also interested in a reflection about the photographic medium, about our individual and collective memory and history and what remains after we are gone.

Celtis Australis 4

© Carla Cabanas, “Celtis Australis L.”

Celtis Australis 3 © Oxana Ianin

© Carla Cabanas, “Celtis Australis L.”. Exhibition views photograph by Oxana Ianin

Celtis Australis 2

© Carla Cabanas, “Celtis Australis L.”

CB: Sometimes ironic, sometimes defiant, sometimes contemplative, sometimes acid, sometimes tender. The very characteristics of the interventions (more than the photographs themselves) seem to create powerful emotional and symbolic charges. What are these choices based on?

CC: The choice always depends on the project in question. For example, the series “I don’t trust myself when I’m sleeping” is based on personal stories. But in the Celtis Australis L. series the intervention is based on our collective and interconnected history of life and death.

Eclipse (exhibition views) 2

© Carla Cabanas, “Eclipse” Exhibition Views

Eclipse (exhibition views) 5

© Carla Cabanas, “Eclipse” Exhibition Views

CB: You treat the absence in different ways and using different techniques. Do they depend on the project? Or the material available?

CC: Yes, it depends on the project, the material available and the way I want to think about the absence at the moment.

Mecanica ausencia II 3 ©

© Carla Cabanas, “Mecânica da Ausência II” Exhibition Views Photograph by João Ferro Martins

CB: In your work, you start from an object that comes from a world that no longer exists and, unlike those who photograph now, you deliberately hide the information that allows us to read people, situations, places. But by removing this information, you give us space to include more. Besides, you can do it calmly and selectively. Do you intend to take us to specific places?

CC: The places always belong to those who see the pieces, that is, when I am doing them, I am thinking of something of mine but when another person sees it, they will make a projection of their own. But above all they are not physical places but emotional ones.

CB: Is there such a thing as “Portuguese photography?”

CC: I think photography is both individual and universal but not specific to countries.

CB: Finally, in what directions will you move in the near future? And how do you see the future panorama of photography in Portugal?

CC: I hope it’s without a mask.

Mecanica ausencia II 5 © João Ferro Martins

© Carla Cabanas, “Mecânica da Ausência II” Exhibition Views Photograph by João Ferro Martins

Carla Cabanas (Lisbon, 1979) graduated with a degree in Visual Arts from the School of Arts and Design (Caldas da Rainha) in 2003. In 2004, she completed the Advanced Course at Maumaus – School of Visual Arts (Lisbon). In 2008, she attended the Photography Course of the Gulbenkian Creativity and Artistic Creation Programme. In 2009, she completed a specialisation in Production and Creation in Technological Arts from the Lusófona University of Lisbon. Her work deals with methodologies to expand the defined boundaries of the photographic medium, while simultaneously looking at questions of collective and cultural memory. Carla has presented her work in numerous solo and group exhibitions, including MAAT Museu de Arte, Arquitetura e Tecnologia, Lisbon (2020); Balcony Contemporary Art Gallery, Lisbon (2020); Museu Coleção Berardo, Lisbon (2020); Aa Collections Gallery, Vienna (2019); Sternstudio Gallery, Vienna (2019); Arquipélago – Centro de Artes Contemporâneas, Ribeira Grande, Açores (2019); Biennale de l’Image Tangible, Paris (2018); Grimmmuseum, Berlin (2018); Centre D’art Contemporain, Meymac, France (2018); GlogauAIR, Berlin (2018); Fundação Eugénio de Almeida, Évora (2017); Gallery Carlos Carvalho – Arte Contemporânea, Lisbon (2017); Castello Visconteo Di Legnano, Milan, Italy (2017); Panal 361, Buenos Aires, Argentina (2017); Ox Warehouse, Macau, China (2016); Carpe Diem Arte e Pesquisa, Lisboa (2015); Lisbon Municipal Photographic Archive, Lisbon (2014); City Museum, Lisbon (2014); 7ª Biennial São Tomé e Príncipe (2013); National Museum of Natural History and Science, Lisbon (2012); Círculo de Bellas Artes, Madrid (2012) and CCCB – Centre de Cultura Contemporània de Barcelona (2009). Her work received an Honourable Mention in the Purificacion Garcia Photography Prize in 2012, and third prize in painting in the Ariane de Rothschild competition in 2005. In 2010/2011, Carla received a sto carry out a placement in Antwerp under the Inov-Art programme, awarded by the Portuguese Ministry of Culture. Carla has also undertaken numerous artistic residencies, namely in Vienna, Berlin and São Tomé and Principe (internationally); and Alvito; São Miguel, Azores and Lisbon (nationally). Carla Cabanas’s work is represented in several collections, including: National Gallery of Art (Washington DC); Fundação Luso-Americana (Lisbon); LPS Collection (of Stanislas and Leticia Poniatowski); Colección Kells (Santander); Fundação PLMJ Collection; Novo Banco Art Collection; Banque Privée Edmond de Rothschild (Europe) and Câmara Municipal de Lisboa; among others. She is represented by Carlos Carvalho – Arte Contemporânea Gallery in Lisbon.

Follow her on Instagram: @carlacabanas

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